I'm still very much alive although I didn't blog for 2 days plus. Disappointed?
Thursday, February 26, 2009; @ 6:51 AM
Yes, I am very much alive. I didn't blog for the past 2-3 days because of exam revision and also, yesterday had nothing much for me to blog. Don't be disappointed. :)
Anyways, the exam period is over, and here comes the holidays! Happy over it. Now I'll just relax till 18 March, where I'll try committing suicide after taking back my results. I kid I kid.
I don't want to talk about the exam paper anymore. It's over. I don't give a damn about it now. :)
Went job hunting with my pals 2 days ago. Filed in an application form to a bookstore. Don't think we'll be accepted though lol. We wrote that we'll be able to start work on 26th, but no call from them, so yeah, basically, we're kinda rejected. Some pals says want to try agency. Maybe I'll do just that.
Today was basically wasted at home. I wanted to go for a walk at noon, but the rain ruined my plans. Guess I'll have to wake up early next time and take short jogs in the morning, where the morning air is fresh. About time to execute Plan R.
I want to do something during the holidays instead of using the PC all day. That lifestyle is boring me. Any suggestion for me? Fun stuff that don't require any money? ._. (No sexual related stuff thank you)
Some classmates planned outing for movie and dinner tomorrow . Still dunno if I can make it or not. Have to see if I can get my hands on some cash.
Well, that's it. See you the next time. Ciao.
Mood: Bored
Status: Rotting
Song of the moment: Round ZERO~BLADE BRAVE - Aikawa Nanase
Boring saturdays routines are meant to be maintained until you die
Saturday, February 21, 2009; @ 6:58 AM
Yeps, as the title above says, today is like every Saturday ever. Morning woke up late, ate breakfast, then preparing for Jap class.
Saw a very idiotic brat on the train on the way to Orchard. He keep on spitting around like an idiot and some of his 'holy water' hit me. If his mother wasn't there, I would've flung him out of the glass window of the MRT. Met up with my friend after for a short walk and told him of my plans to make a chocolate fondue.
Had class after that, and well, it was more lively than before for today, I guess. We tend to talk more and know more of each other. I am often very quiet in class cos I am the youngest and I don't want to talk. =.= YES, I CAN SHUT UP. YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT lol.
After class, I walked around Isetan and looked around at chocolates. Ate some samples of Udon-soba and mochi (Oh, that was the nicest sweets I ever ate in a long time). Then I met my pal for dinner at KFC (again) like every Saturday before buying half priced croquette and eating it while chatting till 9pm.
When I was going home and was on the MRT, another spoilt brat bothered me. He kicked me on the leg again and again (I was standing, he was sitting) and he even used his legs to grab mine. His mother was there, but didn't care. Seriously, why are there so many brats in Singapore that I want to kick 500 miles away from me with full strength? =.=
Yeps, it's just the average normal day as usual (except for the spoilt brat bit). I guess my Saturdays are generally guided by routine in the first place haha.
Mood: Average
Status: Bored
Song of the moment: Trust You - Yuna Ito
Mental blocks happen when you go mental inside an exam
Friday, February 20, 2009; @ 7:19 AM
I hate mental blocks. They get you so hard all of a sudden that in the moment of fear and anxiety, things get way worse. Which was what happened today during my exam.
I went to school early in the morning to get a headstart with my revision. It went averagely well, amidst some slight distractions (Yay, I know how to use Den-O Rod Form in Mugen!) and a caffiene fit cos I OD'ed on it by drinking two cups of tea and two cups of coffee in the morning. I managed to get most of the stuff into my head and I was quite satisfied. The subject I was supposed to take today is one of my best subjects. I had high hopes on it, even...
But once I entered the exam room, the fear and anxiety took over. Matters weren't helped that I suddenly became tired from studying the entire day in the room. I messed up the things I went through before and memorised, and after the exam, it made me so sick of my damn mental block. I can pass the module, but I am not sure I can get a good grade like I had hoped to...
Hope things can go well for my remaining two exams, but seeing how things turned out... my hopes are getting lower. :(
I am supposed to be upset now, but I am not, because a dinner with my pals, coupled with a chat full of jokes and laughter cheered me up. Thanks, guys!
Mood: Worried
Status: Disappointed
Song of the moment: Hakanaku Mo Towa No Kanashi - UVERworld
Exam venues' rooms are high up and have low handrails so you can jump down after you think you've failed the exam once you step out from the room
Thursday, February 19, 2009; @ 7:04 AM
Went to school today early to study programming. It was okay I guess, the paper, but I might flunk it. As Shasha would say: "Stupiak paper". How very true. What is ironic about it is that the exam venue was high up and the handrails were so low, you can jump down really easily without a chair. Guess the faculty had it in mind to install that so those who are unconfident in programming can just jump down after exiting the exam room haha.
Discussed with some friends what to do for the hols as our jobs. I am hoping to work in a Japanese restaurant. It has always been my dream to be surrounded by sushi and takoyakis and such while working haha. :p
I should have been studying for my exams tomorrow, but I ended up chatting with Yuto, Vin, Shasha, Ryuta and CheckMate. We are planning an operation secret for OZ Studios. Not supposed to say too much cos it is supposed to be "secret". :p Hope more people will apply for the OZ Studios Music Talent.
I really got pissed off at Coyote today. He always throws his weight around at others and spouts rude words. I hope he changes, or we'll be forced to take severe action against him. I never liked him from the start ever since he said one of his hobbies were to beat up smaller kids. Never liked bullies like him. I hope he reforms.
DLing Decade Episode 4 from utorrent now. 1 of the thing I hate about utorrent is how it gets stuck suddenly. And it pisses me off when it gets stuck at 99.6% and refuses to move an inch. Will study for now, then later watch it as a break.
Time to go studying. Ciao.
Mood: Uncertain
Status: Worried
Song of the moment: DISCORD - UVERworld
If computer programming is common sense, then common sense isn't so common after all.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009; @ 5:31 AM
Today, I went to school to study with a friend about programming for the examination tomorrow. I was so stressed that when I was doing the revision papers, smoke was being emitted from my head. But then I realised something. More smoke was being emitted from my friend's head while he was teaching me. Yeah, I guess that's how lousy at programming that I am. I hope I can pass the module, or I'll have to retake it. >_<
Just got home, and I started to chat with the usual crew, Yuto, Vin, Shasha and Tendou. Shasha told me someone stole my sig from OZ, the one with "FINAL ATTACK RIDE: DECADE". Honestly, the sig even has my name on it. Is that thief so desperate that he had to steal my stuff??? I have a score to settle with him, but exams first, exams first...
Recently I got hooked up to a bike, aka Honda DN-01. For Kiva and Decade viewers, that is the bike Taiga used in Kiva, and also Decade's bike, just that Decade's was a modified design. I always thought that Taiga's black version was slick, but when I saw the red version (WOW~!), I started to drool. Maybe one day, when I can get the money, I'll buy the Decade version as a collection, and the red version to ride. It's not meant for speed (Who needs speed anyway? This is Singapore. There are no places for you to speed at. :-p), but it sure as hell looks comfortable for a bike. Too bad I can't learn how to ride a bike till I am 21. The original age requirement was 18, but the government changed it to 21 years old this year on. :( Just when I was gonna turn 18!!! That pisses me off. Here's the DN-01 (aka my dream bike) for all to see:
I also made a Yumi avatar recently because I was bored. I really liked how this one turned out because it really makes her look like an angel. But then again, she IS an angel, so it seems fitting for her. It makes her look really beautiful. Here's the end product:
My rendering isn't perfect, but I am no Shasha after all. As you can see, her hair has some jagged edges. I'll edit that once my examinations are over and make this picture perfect. It's all I can do to make her look the most beautiful after all. How I wish I can go to Japan and woo her.
For now, I am gonna go practise my programming. Ciao.
Mood: Stressed
Status: Pressured
Song of the moment: Journey Through the Decade - Gackt
Computers can serve as distractions for exam revisions even if the exam you are taking needs a computer for practising
Tuesday, February 17, 2009; @ 7:39 AM
Today, me and some pals originally arranged to study together today in a study session. I thought that with so many people, I won't be so distracted from my revision. It didn't work out like I thought, because in the end, only me and another guy showed up. So, although I was supposed to be studying for my programming exam, I wounded up on WLM chatting with people and reading OZ posts. > <
After I came home, I started reading HJU forum posts and saw a guy flaming OZ. Was so mad about it. I always hate it when people flame OZ. Let's hope we can get more reputable to the extent where they won't do that anymore.
Did some fansubbing work after that, and chatted with Vinny, Shasha and Yuto. Never saw Tendou online. That guy's really dedicated to his studies. I hope to learn from his attitude, to be able to divide work and play, even though it's really difficult for me.
Tomorrow, I am arranging with another friend to teach me programming. I hope it'll succeed tomorrow so I won't flunk the module. Ciao.
Mood: Guilty
Status: Doomed
Song of the moment: MUSIC!!! - AAA
Exams are evil; That's why "exam" and "evil" both start with "e"
Monday, February 16, 2009; @ 7:26 AM
Today is the start of the long dreaded exam period. It was supposed to start during 6pm, but me and some pals met up earlier in the noon and studied instead. (Ok, I slacked a bit with my computer lol. So what?) The paper wasn't as bad as I thought, but my dreams of getting an "A" is gone though. :(
After exam finish at 8pm plus, me and some classmates went and ate some fast food for dinner. There was a lot of swearing invloved a very basket pal of mine lol. Just a normal day I went through (not).
I found out that with my examinations, I am really slowing down the subbing team. Sorry, Yuto! Sob sob. Wanted to chat with Yuto and co. this noon, but had to do a lot of last minute revision, so in the end can't talk at all sobsob.
Recently made 2 new avatars with Misako on it. Rendered them myself. :D (Thanks again, Shasha, for teaching me how to render so nicely!) Really, she may be hot while she's aloof, but she's really really beautiful with a smile. I don't know which one I like more. Here are the avatars for all to see:
No snatching though! This girl is so mine haha. (:
Watched Gundam 00 S2 Ep19 after I reached home and stuff. Really cool episode, especially with the graphic effects and the awesome storyline. I hope OZ Studios will be able to create something like this one day and that I can write cool storylines that can surpass even Gundam 00's storyline. (: Well, "Just WE Can Do It!", guys! We'll succeed one day hahaha.
That's all about my boring day today folks. Tomorrow gonna go to school to study with my friends although there is no school tomorrow. Will tell you about the fateful encounters. :)
Mood: Average
Status: So-so
Song of the moment: Mirage - AAA
Tiresome Sundays are... tiresome
Sunday, February 15, 2009; @ 2:38 AM
Today, I woke up at around GMT+8 6.45am to get ready to watch Decade. The usual crowd was there: Vinny, Yuto, and Riku, and... Shasha!? That was a great shock. O_O Vinny is once again random-ing around with Shinkenger catchphrase, but I already expected it to happen. At least he didn't say "We are Shinkenger" out of nowhere haha.
Decade 04 was awesome. Watching Decade use the Kuuga cards to match Kiva's form changes were awesome. I must say that I like Itoya Ryo here more than in Kiva. His crying to children made me laugh so much. Right now downloading the Decade RAW, which will probably take a... decade. (bad punning here)
Tried translating a little of Agito, with moderate success. Out of 80 lines, around 20 plus were empty, and I am pretty sure that out of the 60 done lines, there are a lot of errors. Yuto said it would be okay, but I feel like I am not doing my job if I leave so much for him to do.
Supposed to have examination tomorrow, but I've haven't even started to crack the books yet. Hate Engineering Maths. It'll be during 6pm, but I'll be in school at around 11am to start studying for it last minute.
Installed Adobe AE for fun just because everyone also installed it. But just like countless other programs I installed, it'll probably be just stored in my desktop to collect dust till I get some time to actually master it. >.<
Plan to finish up Bloodlust and Chapter 55's writing during the holidays, but I'm also getting a job so I can get a PSP. Time juggling is gonna kill me again. I swear, 24 hours a day just isn't enough for me lol.
Mood: Stressed 
Status: Lazy and Tired
Song of the moment: Eternal Blaze - Mizuki Nana
Ore, Sanjyo!
Friday, February 13, 2009; @ 10:13 PM
I actually started creating a blog. O_O Even I am seriously shocked at my own decision sometimes. Anyways, I will be just posting up random and random everyday for the sake of it.
Exams are starting, hope I can cope with it... Wanna improve on this sig by adding Minami Akina inside... but am too busy with examination revisions to do it. >_<
Want to finish my examinations asap! Then after that, I'll start to make the final Kiva OP and ED (Although it is long overdue), and also sets of graphics to knock OZ's members off their pants and skirts.
I realised another thing: Walking through Orchard Road during Valentine's Day isn't really a good idea. Especially when you are single. Unwanted. And pathetic. Seeing the countless waves of couples holding hands... it made me so envious. But I'll deal with it. That's who I am after all.
