Mental blocks happen when you go mental inside an exam
Friday, February 20, 2009; @ 7:19 AM
I hate mental blocks. They get you so hard all of a sudden that in the moment of fear and anxiety, things get way worse. Which was what happened today during my exam.
I went to school early in the morning to get a headstart with my revision. It went averagely well, amidst some slight distractions (Yay, I know how to use Den-O Rod Form in Mugen!) and a caffiene fit cos I OD'ed on it by drinking two cups of tea and two cups of coffee in the morning. I managed to get most of the stuff into my head and I was quite satisfied. The subject I was supposed to take today is one of my best subjects. I had high hopes on it, even...
But once I entered the exam room, the fear and anxiety took over. Matters weren't helped that I suddenly became tired from studying the entire day in the room. I messed up the things I went through before and memorised, and after the exam, it made me so sick of my damn mental block. I can pass the module, but I am not sure I can get a good grade like I had hoped to...
Hope things can go well for my remaining two exams, but seeing how things turned out... my hopes are getting lower. :(
I am supposed to be upset now, but I am not, because a dinner with my pals, coupled with a chat full of jokes and laughter cheered me up. Thanks, guys!
Mood: Worried
Status: Disappointed
Song of the moment: Hakanaku Mo Towa No Kanashi - UVERworld